Being trained to answer questions with scriptures is what allot of have been taught and Alice your good at it. But for once unplug yourself from all that and just say what you think or feel or have doubts about.
Life is cruel and can be unfair everyone has demons from their past some worse than others. As a JW I tried to stay in step and do my best..... I did however have many thoughts of my own that did not go hand in hand with Jah's teachings. Am I an Apostate now, who the hell knows or cares. This forum has really helped me see my doubts were justified, and I was not Spiritually Weak. 35 years of being taught the same things over and over and over don't disappear overnight. I have no faith in the Bible anymore, or even the existence of God. Coming to this forum has helped understand the emotions and fears, I origianlly had when I left the truth.
Your long posts can be impressive, but once again what does Alice think. Put the bible down. Alice in wonderland..... Who R U??? WHOOOO Areee youuuu. Who are you?
